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Well I guess that this is as good a time as any...I broke up with Aaron.

That's all there is to it.

Work sucked as usual this weekend. It was hard and I stink. Yuck.
Favorite color AND shade of it?: Light torquoise.
Favorite Christmas carol?: "Santa Baby" by Eartha Kitt.
What do you want most for Christmas?: MP3 player.
Favorite candy?: Reese's Peanut Butter Cups.
Red or Green?: BOTH!
Colored or White Christmas lights?: I like white.
When do you like to set up your Christmas tree?: THE DAY AFTER T-DAY!!
What's your fave thing to decorate?: The tree, and presents!

What's your MOST FAVORITE thing about Christmas?: Taking pictures of my family, and decorating and baking things.

We're dating!

It happened. He called. I accepted.

His mom's happy. Now she's going to freak out on me in class. :D

Well..

Well he's going to Austin for Thanksgiving! :( I am gona cry. It's all SO SAD! I think that Joni's out of the picture, also, and that he said that he's going to be doing a lot of thinking about "us". I have no idea what that means...I guess that means how he's going to ask me out?

All I know is that his parents are going to flip out! Especially Mrs. Cravens!! I love her! I griped a lot in her class though, because we had a hard test today!!! Gosh! I drew her picture on my paper and everything. :( I think his dad knows though. He always calls on me in class now. :D

I am so nervous though. He walked me out to my car today for the first time, and he got nervous and didn't make it all the way to the car and turned back and Ashley said that he walked into the building and he had a HUGE smile on his BRIGHT RED face. :D

I think I might like ♥Aaron♥ a LOT.

Now I have to go to work.

okay..I did it!

Yeah well I did it. The lights went out today for an hour and a half and we were "stuck" in Theatre for that long and we were writing notes back and forth and I asked him why he was having such a good week and he was like "Well a certain person that I thought hated me is talking to me again." that's when I knew it wasn't me. So I kept talking to him and he asked who I was talking to and I said no one and he asked me why? and so I told him that "no one seemed interested in me" and he said well that's not true..someone likes you, but there's complications...see they like someone else too. So yeah!! WHOOT WHOOT. It's his ex by the way that he likes again. And she treats him like dirt. And then we talked somemore and he was like "It's a hard decision, but I think I know who I might
pick."

And I was like (before that) "Well when this guy decides (because we were talking in terms of "this guy likes you") and if it's over Thanksgiving Break, maybe he can call me...545-****." and then he was like BLUSHING REALLY BAD and he goes "I'll give him your number." And he was like..So this guy you like..do I know him? and I was
like.."Yeah, he's really close to you." he goes "Really? Like REALLY CLOSE???" He couldn't believe it. :D:D:D:D I love it.

I know you're proud! That's all for now!

Any advice?

Am I being to melodramatic? Or am I being me?

Am I being to over analystic? Am I being a hopeless romantic? I sure hope so.

Does anyone have any advice on what I should do? Go for it? Not? Wait for him?

Okay..today's update:

We were in Theatre today, with everyone causing an uproar, as usual, and we were writing our "first letter" back and forth and he said that this week was a good week and I asked him why and he said that he would tell me later, and then he left for Athletics? Okay, what's this mean? I am obviously rusty at dating since I've been out of it for 2 years, and I thought that he liked me, but I'm not sure anymore...?? Anyone?

Hair...

I guess since I cut my hair... SOMEONE else thinks that he needs to cut his hair, too! I don't know how short yet, but it's cut! :(

Why?

Because those eyes are so captivating, and because I can get lost in them so easily. Because that beautiful hair is so long and graceful, no matter how messy it gets. Because you're so confident on stage, yet still human in life. Because I look at you and see myself kissing you, and don't hate myself afterwards. Because when I look at you or hear your name, I blush. Because when we sit close enough and we touch, I love it. Because playing this game of hard to get is fun with you. Because I already like your family! Because you're gorgeous, smart, sweet, talented, and soon-to-be mine.

Haircut!

I got a haircut! It's not dramatically short but its above my bra strap! For those who've seen my hair, it was like my back before. It was unhealthy, because I haven't had a haircut since May. So yeah,... it's cut!!! I love it!

I like the sophomore. That's all there is to it.
Firsts:
- first best friend: Jessica and Meagan
- first screename: shortstuff7_08
- first pet: I have no idea...a dog probably.
- first piercing: ears
- first crush: umm..I think Steven Bobbitt?
- first music: ????
- first car: my mustang
- first love: Ross


9 Lasts:
- last alchoholic drink: wine cooler 2 years ago
- last car ride: burger about an hour ago
- last kiss: about a month and a week ago
- last movie seen: A Cinderella Story
- last phone call: ? My mom.
- last CD played: My mixed one in my car.
- last bubble bath: Long time ago.
- last time you cried: Last night?


8 Have You Evers:
- have you ever been arrested: no
- have you ever dated one your best friends: yes
- have you ever skinny dipped: no
- have you ever been on TV: no
- have you ever kissed someone & then regretted it: yep
- have you ever had a sex(y) dream about someone you knew: HAHA yes unfortuanately...no, not unfortunately..
- have you ever snuck out: nope, never had to
- have you ever been in a fight: yeah...hehe

Things You're Wearing:
-Latexo Tigers Playoff T-shirt
-jeans
-shoes


6 Things You've Done Today:
-went to school
-drove home
-cashed my checks
-went to the scrimmage
-talked to aarron
-ate at mcdonalds


5 Favorite Things In No Particular Order:
mustang
history
jewelry
jeeps
books


4 People You Can Tell Anything To:
Mom
Nanny
Grandaddy
Ashley
Alyssa



3 Choices:
-black or white: white
-hot or cold: cold
-chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

2 Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
-travel to london
-photograph the aurora borealis

1 thing you regret:
Wishing that my dad would come back to get me and telling my mom. I understand, and hope now that he doesn't.